Monday, 1 October 2012

Ships.

There is something so beautiful about this quote, meaning one day I shall have this tattooed on some random part of me. I love how true it is, we would all be safe if we sat on the sidelines hid our fear from the world but that's not living. Get out there dance in the rain, get soaked, and if the sun comes out rainbows are beautiful.

Do it your way.

Sometimes in life its the things that we were never expecting that suddenly mean so much to us. The things that at any other time we may have possibily over looked, in a desperate attempt to get to where we wanted to be but when we stop take a minute. look at our surroundings, these small bumps can make a massive impact on the everyday life we were plodding along with.

Welcome those moments that normally you would run away from screaming, don't dive back under that duvet and wait for a day where maybe you'll be brave enough. Life is too short for all of this waiting around. What may seem wrong to others may be the most perfect of things in your eyes.

What scares you the most is probably the thing that is most worth doing.
Laugh inappropriately.
Love passionately and with everything you've ever learnt about how to be a good person.
Cry buckets, rivers, oceans just make those tears worth it. MAKE THOSE PEOPLE WORTH IT!
Smile as if its going out of fashion.
Frown at those who deserve it, don't hold back being angry isn't a crime, murder however is!
Dance like an idiot just because you can, this in itself is a gift.
Be honest no lie will ever be worth it.
Try your best and if you fail something, who cares its your dream chase it tomorrow.
Eat whatever you want whenever you want its okay to be on your second bag of crisps at 2am.
Keep good and bad people around you, everyone needs that balance.
Work your butt off and earn those nice things yourself it will mean so much more.
Make mistakes being a robot is too boring!
Looks fade so keep your insides as good as you can one day that's what you'll have left.
Stare in the mirror if your happy that's all that matters.
Sing until your throat hurts, its loads of fun.
Do something CRAZY just to say "I did that"
Live every second of everyday your given some people aren't that lucky.
Have a guilty pleasure or five that's what makes us different.
Spend your money who knows what tomorrow brings.
Run anywhere.
Get a map and go some things don't need to be planned.
Best friends are rare look after them.
Mums are there no matter what so don't go abusing their love, there is nothing else like it.
Be you as difficult and scary as that may be sometimes to know you've stayed true is rewarding.
Find something anything that you can't live without and then make sure you never have to.
Heart break is crucial we all have to go through it and it will make you stronger.
Fall head over heels for someone even if it will never be anymore.
Take advice with you, carry it, use it, if you make a mistake that's your advice to pass on.
Drink way too much, fall over, act like an idiot we are all young no matter what our passports say.
Secrets are important, important to keep.
Go to sleep every night wanting to do it all again.
Play your music at the loudest volume and then go crazy GO ON GO FOR IT!!!
Like what you like no pressures.
Environments change, keep your head your own.


Live life. Do it your way.

Tuesday, 25 September 2012

Misery loves its company.

Lyrics For Your Soul 8 (lyrics,red jumpsuit apparatus,misery loves its company)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kwu2HvXRAGk

We accept the love we think we deserve.

Why do we pick people that treat us like nothing? (the perks of being a wallflower stephen chobsky)
There is one saying that I have heard my mum tell me a million and one times and its this one "We accept the love we think we deserve" I never really understood what this truly meant because surely if you love someone whole heartedly then that's what you should have in return. This isn't always the case and only recently have I understood what my mum has been trying to tell me all along.

We all have demons, pesky skeletons in those closets of ours that no matter how many times we try we can't seem to get them to leave. We carry feelings and doubts and bad memories that people have given us along the way and add these to any future relationships we go on to create. If someone was to call you "ugly" everyday for the rest of your life at first you may be taken a back and upset by it, but the next time they say it you'll be half expecting it I mean they have already said it once, and then the times after that it will become as normal as saying hello to someone in the street. We as people seem to believe all of the bad, the negative comments that we have had thrown at us over the years and carry them like the heaviest rucksack known to man! I think this comes hand in hand with the above statement. If someone truly cares about us we will have that amazing, cannot live without you  kind of love and if they don't we simply learn to accept and be grateful for anything we are given be it positive or negative. Its hard to walk away from something you have nurtured and cared for for so long but sometimes you have to go I can't I have to learn how to love myself a little bit first and when you do move forward throw away that rucksack that you have carried with you for far too long and truly accept the love that you do deserve and let it be as perfect as you had always hoped it to be.

My dream.

i came across my own creation... (love,new york,nyc,manhattan,amazing,beautiful,photography)

Sometimes that's just it.

Life is crazy.

One moment we are swimming in the shallow end our feet can touch the bottom, we know exactly what to do, the exits are easy to get to and every thing's as simple and known as it was the minute we got in, but we still can't help but wonder what it would be like to completely immerse ourselves in the deep end, dive in whilst no-one is looking and simply hope that after the rush we shall bob back up to the top with a new sense of life for those few moments.

I can't help that I live my life this way, if somebody says "Jess, don't touch that!"
I have to it will be the first thing that I have to do, just to see if they are right just to see what will happen regardless of the consequences. Life in the shallow end is okay, its safe and you can paddle around without any fear but does this count as really living? Surely the temptation of something new is all too overwhelming to stick with your feet stuck to the bottom for any longer?!

I am going to have to try it.
Here's hoping.

Beautiful.

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